Be4andAfta 2Oo4

be4andafta @ 2005-03-10T16:49:00

2005-03-10T21:50:09Z

I am so totally stupid, i coant even make honors, and yeah i did update it cassy so stick that up ur pipe and smoke it

be4andafta @ 2004-12-31T19:14:00

2005-01-01T00:16:33Z

Hey hey hey i saw fat albert its was greeatt lol i laughed my fudging ass off bitch , its not my type of movie buit hey hey hey it was okay lol so btw merry christmas belated and a hppy new year i felt like updating and yea i guess i was bored and i miss going to school cuz its mad boring here

be4andafta @ 2004-12-30T10:36:00

2004-12-30T15:41:18Z

its been a while ive been locked up in my room sean doesnt like me nemore and hey who can blame him i said stupid shit and now i have to deal with the consequences. so yeah basically ive been kinda sad about that last night i went to go see fat albert hmmm ummm not super good cuz like i wanted to go see darkness and it was sold it so we had to go see fat albert who is fatter than me lol im skinnier than someone, i got new cds green day, anti flag, breaking benjamin, and m.c.r. Rock on life is okay im not complainin. i got a 20 on a reading quiz i m so mad if i dont make honors this will be the first time i didnt make it dam, and its like only 30 days til i figure out if i get into hendricken im so scared. I hope i get in yeah so people told me to update and here it is the long awaited ch.2.

be4andafta @ 2004-09-14T16:12:00

2004-09-14T20:15:24Z

today i got dumped by alex i still love her and always will im not gonnna give up just cuz i was dumped i still love her, i also was yelled at lik 5 timnes by Miss Barbato, evil devil from hell, alex i still love u im really sad but ill be better soon hopefully, i already miss being with ehr well neway today sucked/

be4andafta @ 2004-09-13T15:41:00

2004-09-13T19:43:49Z

bac to school new teacher is in fact the devil miss Mrs C soo bad and love alex, started goin out with september 1st i love her soo much, cass good luck, with mrs kelly waht a devil i wanna punch her, i got a 70, shit, that gets me pissed the lady yells and is like a bansheeisc bitch arrghh i love alex, and hate mrs kelly basically lol , and miss the kellers more than they miss me well bye tty all l maybe

end it now

2004-08-23T16:29:45Z

12 comments later im really pissed off, i am not goin to the movies tuesday to protect my self from being subjected to more comments about oh she loves u go out with elmo-jenna and nemo-katy leave me alon i dont wanna be ur friends nemore if u cant shut up and let it go. people that i loved hate me no too so stop making it seem like ur lives all hard and shit because mine isnt and either is urs its all pshyco logical. so neway yesterday i had golf and got a 60 not my best and got 2nd place in the tourney /. im pretty happy. i can not wait to go back to school and get away from all the phone calls and comments because really u guys were my best friends but u lost me now because of ur stupidity i dont like cassy nemore just deal with it ok . cassy i know it isnt u so dw ok but if it is im really pissed and ok i hate it it is soo annoying i hate it. I AM NOT GOIG TO THE STUPID MOVIES FOR NE1

who gives a shit

2004-08-18T23:43:27Z

emo buit who gives a shit about me , i cry all the time now and no1 ever helps they stand there, and dont care i hate summer i miss school, summer gives u too much time to think of all the bad shit in ur life but soon its over becuz i dont know if i can last much longer

Fun

2004-08-14T02:43:52Z

Concert Rocked socks lost prophets is the best midtown not so much i had a great time and this time i actually talked to the kellers and i startd to like cassy which is good i asked her out but im still waitin for an answer which is understandable becuz she probably doesnt wanna be hurt again but this time i wont hurt her lookin bac i dk y i dumped her in the first place so now maybe ill get a second chance concert rocked this whole week rocked ecry1 rocks. so im soo happy and get this i am running a mile evryday and joined the x-country team for our school lol yah cass's party is comin up soon and im chillin tomorro life is good what can i say . so rock on .

Pissed so fuckin much

2004-08-10T23:04:55Z

well i had a bad day i still like cassy , and three girls asked me out since like i dumped her i f***** up and said yes and now i have to dump her im sick of the kellers i really am and i dk how they could ever call myself their bffl because im not i never in fact wanna talk to hem again i love cassy and hate her friends they used to be so cool but theyre nt nemore and now i want them to never talk to me again and i dk what ill do if they do. they say their my bffl and lylab they say but when it comes down to it thwy dont and thenver will and i dc any more i ltlas but they went and hated me and made me hate them in turn i salute you kellers for makin me so f****** emo

WHoa a lil too much for one day

2004-08-10T22:57:05Z

hey guys a little too much for one day okey i still like cassy its just there too much stuff goin on thats in the way , first, the person i thought was my friend all year not mentioning amny names (katy keller0 says she hates me, stephs mom is havin a baby, 3 girls at camp are obsessed with me, i still like cassy, and i dk if she likesa me and no1 gives a shit were o are the people who said they were u bffl no when i need them they have their heads in their ass and dont give a hit i miss my true friends in 8 th grade at st rose and i want the people who can say theyre bffls to actually act like theyre bffl and stop being assholes and not really being my bffl and i cant stand there attitudes , okey so it either ends here or we try to mend these friendships u know u r all of u

Fun week

2004-08-09T23:40:40Z

So this week i had tons of fun i went to best hoops scored like 10 a game but i didnt win mvp and I was 2 foul shots off winning foul shot champion, then saturday night i went to the fogartys cookout, good food,good friends,good times, and then yesterday i went to my grandmas cookout with katy and danny we had an awesome danny, but lets just say katy sucks at controlling a paddleboat lol, i caught like 5 fish but lost my rod. i was trying to throw in to the boat my sister was on and my throw was short well it sunk to the bottom and none of us were stupid enough to go in there, and then today i went to jamestown and wickford but we kida just drove around and then we drove all tyhe way back to warwick to get lunch at applebees and then some ice cream. It was as i said a great week i missed cass so much but this weeks gonna be better i only have 43 pages left of my book so i wont have to worry about that nemore , and im goin to boys and girls club, and then thursday im goin to the lost prophets, Midtown Concert im soo psyched ill se cass and then saturday im getting school supplies.LiFe Is GoOd

I adopted

2004-08-01T20:16:28Z

Adopt Your Own Emo Kid!
Meet my emo son Freddy he is very emo just like his daddy

Cassy

2004-08-01T20:09:22Z

I love her soo much ive been goin out with her for almost two week s and love her soo much i wanna hold her hand forever she is my only my only one i never wanna lose her i her more than nething and i never ever wanna lose her

Bored

2004-08-01T18:26:46Z

5 minutes later
I am heree at he cpu tellin u all im bored and i luv cassy so much i wish i cood hold her hand for ever and neva let go i luv her soo much and im so happy im with her but im still bored arrghhh bpred bored bored bored how many times can i write this tryin to entertain myself but he blow up nun i was ounchimng popped dammit so now im bored i wanna go to the movies but i have to wait til 735 lol so bored

be4andafta @ 2004-08-01T14:17:00

2004-08-01T18:20:12Z

Its been like 30 minutes ince my last entry im goin to the movies tonight i wish cass could come but she cant so if neone else wanna come with me and flaherty call me. we goin to see the village scary ass shit m. night shylamn is my hero a bloody genius sean and molly 224 and jim and cassy 224 Luv ya lots cassy

Katys Party

2004-08-01T17:58:31Z

fun stuff we swam for like 3 hrs and then played manhunt i held cassys hand and out my arm around her i luv her so much well ne way me and molly and sean were hiding on the tramp for like 30 mis it was fun no1 found us till danny saw us dammit we coodve been there all night it was as i said a good night we also played badminton but lets just say none of us will be goin pro in that lmao well neway good time the only thing that put a damper o the night is the damn redsox losing again arrgh they suc. 1918 and still counting when will we win again also it was mys sis bday partuy and lewts just say i had towel rack it may points and the spike hit my manly area what kills more sperm that or moiuntain dew neway life is good a gf good friends and another party comin up and its all good. but dam i still gotta do summer reading shitttt well happy bday laura and graeta party katy :)

Cmon leave me alone

2004-07-27T20:49:58Z

U did it to sean u did it to molly and now ur after me with ur anonymous comments anybody who leaves anonymous is pretty dam wimpy its like their scared ok well heres a message ill get you back. But i implore say what you want just dont do it anonymously ok cuz i wanna know whos thinkin what about me im not in the mood for anonymous peoples buggin me yah im goin out with cassy so apparewntly someone does like me matt or billy im not stupid i no its u guys but if u keep putting anonymous u as weell as evry one who reads ur dumbass comments will know how much of a wimp u r so keep writing anonymous. just so i can call u a wimp that would make my day complete. But unlike you i won bash u back becuz i dont live my life by thriving on making fun of other people becuz only losers do that so again if u wann make yourselfs look like wimpy losers write another anonymous comment

WHOAZa

2004-07-23T21:01:37Z

im bored smebdy call me please i want to do smething its a friday night dont leave me her im sooo happy hyper and maddd crazy lol all the emotions i want muahahah yay im the best boo yah

be4andafta @ 2004-07-23T16:44:00

2004-07-23T20:52:56Z

Good day lol i think 3 people like me and 2 asked me out today lol but i said no cuz i like sme1 else and for once its not jenna. shes my friend i lhlas but i nevr have and never will stand a chance with her the person i like now is nicer and jennas still my gangsta. Today rocked i was like wow 2 people asked me out and 1 said i was cut gooo mee it mi cumpleanos lol it was awesome but now i have sme1 there for me and its all good

be4andafta @ 2004-07-21T08:26:00

2004-07-21T12:29:43Z

Camp sucks lol and boring is the one word which can describe this summer i am kinda sad because of my stupidity causin shit that shood never have have happened.but here it is for evry1 to seee what really happened i was like talkin to cass and katy and cassys like will u go out with jenna and i was like yah but shell neva ask and then cass was like shes asking and i was lieke yay and then i was like yah ill go out with her. then lata that night i signed on and earlier afta i was unsure if cassy was lying so i asked jen out and then katy said she said yes and then i heard a week later and then i cried

Bored... already

2004-07-13T20:32:28Z

its been what 5 minutes but guess what jennas on now maybe shell be pissed lol i hope not shes my bffl and as ive already stated i dont wanna lose a friend girlfriends come and go but friends last forever ill miss u lots have fun at winman and ill miss katy too ill miss u guys sooo much lylas bye

Camp and a lie

2004-07-13T20:10:16Z

hey evryone camp was good today but i need jenna to know that if gina told her i was goin out with someone im not she rocks my socks it just i realize ill never be her bf and theres no use or is there in trying to make it happen i like her as a friend so much bffl and i dont wanna lose her becuz of my stupidity

Jenna

2004-07-12T20:39:51Z

here it is in a nutshell i asked her out and she said yes but yet a week later friday i believe she said i dont wann bf can u please not tell me 1 hing and then change that was reallly mean i woodnt have been mad if u had simply said no but noooo god forbid u do that instead u lie and make me feel happy and then change ur mind on a week i didnt evn see you so i did nothing u hurt me but now me and u i realized r just friends and im sorry for like bugging u if thats what u think i was doing and i guess im sorry for liking you me and u have a great friend ship and i dont wanna lose a friend over my stupidity

Summer sux

2004-06-28T22:51:00Z

really it does i miss every one the kellers are leaving my eighth grade buddys are leaving and on top of it all MRS C is leaving its like just 3 things can tear apart ur whole world and then leave u to suffer but i may suvive lol well i hope that i can chill with all my cool buddies who r leaving all the time especially the kellers but ill still go on dates with ,mrs carlson lol jk jk i love her its so sad she cant leave well amke her comeback lol i want to chill somebody save me, lol well i write agin soon luv yas peoples

Camp

2004-06-23T13:12:02Z

IM at boys and grlds club like all summer and its pretty fun. all my contacts with my other friends from school are pretty much cut off because im like the coolest kid at the camp i swear lol well im real happy to be out but sad mrs c is leaving who the frec will we have im not very emotional lately just laid back maybe that waht school does to people but itrs great to be out and i found a new band called sugarcult lol they rock so have a nice summer everyone and remeber me through it all lol